got a new onee yall * ; ]]

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yeahh budddyyy woot woot so checckk it outt!

xoxoxo!

loveeee you shay - \'/

muaahhh*! ; ]]

hey-
 well  * this weeks been good?!? aint got cheerleadin' at all this week! which is absolutely the besst * : ]] tomorroww- we gotta cheer at the boys b-ball gamee.. which is blahhh* i def do NOT wanna chheer.. buttt i kinda sorrta have to! what else.. we have like 6 more days of school until x-mas break*! yeaahhh buddyy but this weekendd not shure whats goin onn!? probably friday- olivias w/ ppl.. dunno bout saturday*! n then sunday gotta babysit at 12 o'clcoock which kinda sucks but its just like around the block so ya kno ; ]] that worrkss- but im going to goo now i'll write more laterr*
  love yall-
   xoxo!

Currently Listening No Shoes No Shirt No Problems (Bonus Track) By Kenny Chesney * y O u N g- see related

heyy guyzz * ; ]]] what iss upp! haha i have so much energy right now.. i have NO clue whyy!? hum but i doo o oO o * yeah.. well today was good- i got a 33 FFFFF in algebraa nottt goood at all * my moms p'od n i dunno if my dad knows! hopefullyy nott*! but she wants it up to a bbbbb .. goddd i doubt i can do it! i absolutely do NOTT understand it*! its completelyy confussingg! like u know the x's n y's n crap woahh! i mean seriously- ooO ooh well * but yeah right noww- im talkin to katelyn nicole hoseltonnnnnn! : ]] it is herr brothers birthday todaayy thee bigg 2 1- lol .. hum but yeah thissss weekennndd* not shure what im doin'  maybee livia's on friday for some xmas thing.. dunno tho?? n then saturday not shuree n sundayyyyy im babysittinngg* which should be funn haha..... i wish- but what elsssee*! not shuree i dunoo- hum..

ya knoww its likee- 19 days until ccchhrrriistmmasssss*! yeahh babbbyyy

andd- like 9 until we git out for breakkk i thinkkk!?! i hope that means only 9 more days ((schoool dayyss i meann)) until i git outta GGYYMMM thank the lord* i hate mr hinty- i was in iss for a period friday cause of that faaaggg but.. he told me happy birthday on thursday haha rrretarrrtedd* lol- i cw to goo backk to gym the last few weeks of school cause we playyy ..  VOOLLEYBALLLLL * yeahh buddyyy woot wootttt- i cw until open gyms start upp! we go to the high school's noww- ahh!  cw tho*! i just lvoe volleyball-

i alsooo love horsessss!
and i love the snow -

hum what else! .. i love disney movies*! and watchin' moviees- n i love hangin out withh..  . KATELYN NICOLE HOSELTON* OLIVIA JAYE MORGAN & BROOKE ASHLEY MCMAHON! : ]] thems my girrrlss right therrreee haha ai loveee you all- 

hum.. im completely borred out of my minnnddd ahh : ]]]]] * but yeha.. in case u aint noticed.. im really hyyyperrr* but now im talking to shay.. yesss so img oingggg to go noww byee!
call/txt : 8041596 * cause im borrrrrrrreddd- hahaahah!

 s t a c e y yy y y y y *

girl dreams for that one guy who :
* says "i love you" and really, truly means it.
* that opens doors.
* that walks on the outside of a sidewalk so he can be the first to get hit by a car that careens off the road & push her out of the way.
* that cooks dinner for her.
* that said, "you're beautiful."
* that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.
* that gives flowers and a card when she is sick (& even a stuffed animal perhaps).
* who has given her flowers just because she is feeling a bit depressed.
* that said he would die for her.
* that really would.
* that did what she wanted to do.
* that treated her like a princess.
* that cried in front of her.
* that she cried in front of.
* that holds hands with her.
* that kisses her with meaning.
* that hugs her when she's sad.
* who would give their jacket up.
* that calls to make sure she got home safe.
* that would sit & wait for her for hours just to be able to see her for ten minutes.
* that would give his seat up.
* that just wants to cuddle.
* that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what (even if she got fat).
* who told his secrets to her.
* that tried to show how much he cared through every word & every breathe.
* that thought maybe this could be the one.
* that believed in her dreams.
* that would have done anything so she could achieve them.
* that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams.
* that actually listened.

so, when the rest of the world turns their
back on him, let him know that your still there
& that you always will be.. & that your love for him
will never change. <3

s m i l e :
one word . one action
one mouth . one effort
endless results : ]]

* only in america-
 only in america can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance.
only in america are there handicap parking places in front of a skating rink.
 only in america do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their perscriptions while healthy people can buy cigarrettes at the front.
only in america do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke.
 only in america do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters.
only in america do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage.
only in america do we buy hot dogs in packages of 10 and buns in packages of eight.
only in america do they have drive up ATM machines with Braille lettering.
thought that wass funny-

well.. god- my life like officially sucks.. im soo completely tired of worrying about shay.. n always worryin about where he is n who hes w/ n what hes doin.. i swear its like a have a fricken kid.. n thanx to denita i found out stuff about him n chelsea talkin n shit n makin plans.. which pisses me off.. but oh well i guess.. last night kate n brooke stayed here.. livia would have too but she had to stay w/ kate cosenza which sucked.. but we had funn* brooke left at like 9 this mornin n me n kate slept in till like 12 n stuff n then she left at like 4.. soo now im finden out shays goin to a uniota basketball game which makes me worry like 10 times more cause that fricken lindsay goes there.. n god i just wanan break up with him soo bad.. but like i love him but i just hate how it ruins my nights when hes somewhere because i cant trust him.. i just wish i could find the perfect guy like right now.. i mean brooke n livia are sooo lucky- they have frankie n cory.. n are together like all the time n neither of em has to worry.. i mean theres gotta be *SOMEONE* out there for me too? right?.. i hope so .. and i wish he would find me fasst lol cause im tired of waitin' * but tonight.. im stayin at katelyns n we may be goin 'out' haha- doin who knows what right kate ; ]] and who knowss who we'll be witthh- hahaha* n then tomorrow im riden up to our competition with herr.. so that shuld be funn*! butt i dunnoo.. im waitin on my straightener to git hott so i can do my hair n git ready n go to kates- hopefully we have funnn tonight cause i definately need some.. hmMm* my birthday was awesomeeee! i got a new cell phonee! same number tho- but its sprintt ; ]] yeahh bbabbbyy i love it* hum i dunno what else to talk about cept like.. xmas is like.. 21 days away i think!! yay*! andd.. mondays ryans birthday (( kates broo )) but yeah thats random.. hahha dunno what else to talk about n i need to git ready forr tonightt ; ]] yeahh buddyy party time * haha later..

 stace..

Always hold your head up high..
Even if on the inside you're about to cry..
Pretend that nothing's wrong at all - close
your eyes before you fall. If you can't see it.
it's not there.. This is life & it's not fair

When you're born, everyone around you is smiling ;;
&& you are crying.
Live your life so when you die, everyone around you
is crying, and you are smiling.

I'm not supposed to love you. I'm not supposed to care. I'm not supposed to live my life, wishing you were there. I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do, I'm sorry I just can't help myself, I fell in love with you.

& when i saw you holding her hand,
i lost my breath, choked on my words &
started to cry because i couldn't understand
why you would do something like that..

we're not perfect. we laugh too hard,
we are way to loud && we make complete fools
of ourselves, but doing it together is what
makes us best friends forever

okay, i admit it. im scared.
im scared im gonna lose you.
i fought so long, so hard,
just to keep you in my life
and to sit here and realize
you are gone and i am now in
this alone terrifies me. im
so scared to do this and i
dont think i can do it
alone...

forgive me for liking you to much
ill forgive you for not liking me enough
forgive me for the loud racing of my heart
ill forgive you for not hearing it
forgive me for finding you AMAZING
ill forgive you for never noticing
forgive me for wanting to be with you more than anything
ill forgive you for avoiding me
forgive me for being so pathetic
i'll forgive you for taking advantage of it
forgive me for not being able to let go
and ill forgive you for never holding on 

 Everyone keeps telling me to just
get over you ;; && move on --
but obviously they dont understand
just how hard Ive already tried </3

yeah.. well ugh i thought everything was greatt.. but lol shays been treatin' me like shit again.. whatss neww? but like i dunno n my parents know im goin out w/ him n they still aint happy about it n i just dunno what to do againn but we aint gonna git into thatt! im gonna try n be positive lol.. hum but after i talked to kate n stuff about this i went outside w/ samantha (( the dogg ; ]] )) n she made me happy lol- i swear shes half retarrtedd*!  haha.. but yeah school's been alright i guesss.. n cheerleadin' well.. i dont think its for me* i mean i like it n all i guess.. but ya kno i'd rather be playin volleyball* next year i think im tryin out for sovc- hum what else.. heres my pplannss for the week/weekend- tomorrow got tumblin' 7-8:30 .. wednesday nuttinn was gonna go shoppin' w/ kate brooke n livia but brooker n liv cant go! so we're goin some other timme*! then thursday its my birtthdayyy! !: ]] n its the first boys home basketball game so i gotta cheerrr.. yuuckkoo lol - then friday.. possibly somethin w/ brooke kate n liv im hopin* who knows what tho!! then saturday maybe goin to kates w/ corey n kent?! dunnno tho- then sunday we have the cheers for charity competition somewheress.. so thats my schedule-n i hopefully wanna hang out w/ shay someetimeeE*! ; ]] umm.. dunnno but right now im talkin to marty kent alex n katelyn- so i'll talk to yall laterrr! xoxo-

ps- kate brooke n livia (( mainly kate )) .. thanx soo much for bein here for me lately- we aint really been that close but ya kno we've still helped each other through everything thats been happenin' n i love you girrlss so much you dont even know* if it wasnt for you goodnesss.. who knows where i'd be n what i'd be doin now- you've helped me through soo much stuff here in these past three years n i owe you girls a lot* we've always been here for each other no mattter what- n next year i know its gonna seem really different w/o havin' brooker with us but it'll all work  out i just knoww it will * xoxoxoxox lylas bffl ly2dfa -

 stace-

 im not the type of girl that would get
up and leave u.. i would [ n e v e r ]
mislead you..cause unlike other girls
b a b y . i . n e e d . y o u

all i wanna be is the girl falling a s l e e p in your arms
not caring about [anything] in the world except
how i feel right there with y.o.u

finish this laterr love yall * : ]]